I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, joulukuuta 24, 2006
eggnog is supposed to make you hungover
so drink glogg! haha
so today, at last, is christmas eve. its gone okay so far, except for the fact that my brother slammed my mp3 on the table with a great amount of force. which has made me angry, and it sucks. i don't like 1. that he did it just because he was being spiteful 2. that i have to be angry on christmas eve (and no, i can't change the way i feel) 3. that my mp3 has already been battered by him previously and he had to do it again.
but i suppose i will forgive him eventually. that, is already something that i'm set on doing, only i am too angry to go about it right now.
like any proper finnish family, we celebrate christmas on christmas eve. so today we're having our family dinner and we're opening presents!
so since we are celebrating today i might as well go and wish people.
to oke: happy birthday! it happened yesterday i know, and i tried to blog earlier but blogger was being screwy on me.
to jacob and eric, of course bev, alan, evelyn, justin, diana, andy, anand, mrs logan, vanessa, lisa from A202, oh, and joseph benjamin cos i always see that holy boy skating at his church. and my other christian friends in school and outside of school merry christmas. have fun going to mass and whatever you guys do on christmas day
to the suomalaiset : kati, emma, salla, julia, meri and suvi q., suvi l. and of course isoaiti, sasa, nona and the rasaset (whether you read or not) hyvaa joulua. i hope you guys enjoy your joulu poyta today. and for kati's sake especially i hope that its super cold today haha =)
to the non-christian friends or friends who are just counting down, happy holidays.
and drunkard darling, i love you
AND to everyone else in between, merry whatever. just don't get wasted, and i think you'll be fine. haha. after all, tis the season for great folly!
marlz
12/24/2006 05:34:00 ap.