I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
tiistaina, heinäkuuta 18, 2006
a hiatus
yep, i've already started my hiatus, thanks to horrendous results for mid years. but its ok, because as much as i feel the need to blog, i cannot afford the time to and think i can go without intensive blogging over the next 106 days or so before the a levels.
but i was compelled to blog today because i feel the class morale is down. cheer up my poppets! take our lit grades for inspiration for good things. if we're capable of something like that for one subject at least, it shows that there is hope for good grades in all of us for every subject. and i know our bimbo-fied pink shirted drama mama class can do it you know! at any rate, we're all intelligent enough to do it (yes even andy, though i loathe to admit it to him in our daily conversations) so don't feel so discouraged!
i know that things may seem a little bad now, but i guess all of us need to pick ourselves up and dust our sleeves,plough through our notes, right bad study habits, practise practise practise, and as someone is fond of saying, to be "in the groove" (said in an act ang moh/hiphop/rapper style which sort of CMI)
and to all poor poor batch mates our there who are slogging for A's and also prelims (lets stress long term goals here), press on! trust me, i know EXACTLY how you feel. =)
i loved a lovely love for 05A202 and for other darling meridians and jc ppl whom i know. but alot more for the first one lar hehe.
love,
marlz
7/18/2006 09:57:00 ap.