I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, kesäkuuta 24, 2006
hope
the mood's been totally changed. and the anxiety had been lessened by ALOT.
he's been responding to his mother's caresses and calls. even lifted him arms and his good leg. very good signs. alhamdulillah.
tried to open his eyes, but too konked out on morphine to succeed.
the injuries are pretty bad but improving! a huge huge huge huge HUGE worry been eliminated.
the pain is immense. its surgery after surgery. loads of morphine and loads of sleep to come. a slow recovery, but one we are all happy for.
a lot of bad news in the ICU as well. a guy had a motorbike accident like my cousin at the same place where my cousin had his accident. the only difference was that he died.
3 other accidents this week, all motorbike incidents.
and a third case today. the lobby was flooded with an indian family and their relatives. another motorbike accident at the PIE.
the accident occured at 5 am and he was found only at 7 pm. and i think his injuries are really bad. the doctor apparently gives the guy a 3% chance of living. loads of tears in the lobby. very heart-wrenching.
the road is a dangerous place. so everyone take care. especially people on scramblers, and if you're riding at night. and please have a good helmet if you ride a motorbike. never drive when half asleep. prevention is better than cure.
marlz
6/24/2006 01:09:00 ip.