I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, helmikuuta 11, 2006
i'm happy
i want to sing because i'm so happy i could burst.
friday was an AWESOME day at school.
1. i got back my gothic paper lit assignment. and i scored a 15/20. my best yet.
2. pe was fun =)
3. my sister got a 16 for her L1R5 which is superb. and a B3 for Amath too
4. i visited crestwinds and my name is now down for the band alumni.
5. a whole lot of prcsians are contemplating to come to mj.
6. when i went to prcs so many ppl that i now can't recogise, still remember me and my name
7. the clarinets are more in order, and the juniors are improving. and joanne is doing a superb job as sl. joanne, you are great!
8. mjcsb band prac was the best prac i've had so far. fabian didn't come and i thought i would die cos he wasn't there to cover for me, but i still did fine. in fact i did better than fine. i did well.
and you know what makes me happiest? its number 8 and 9. nice pieces for band prac, ms sia was in a good mood, and i played well. whats a better band prac than that? and yijun sang for us which was BEAUTIFUL. most importantly, i managed to keep time in carmen, which i didn't do during wednesday's sectionals, and i even managed to be audible, which usually does not happen. and on top of that, i managed to find some Brahms recordings online, which is super. shoot me, but i love music. 9 is something i'm not at liberty to say, but i'm uber happy about it.
i'm going to bed a happy woman
marlz
2/11/2006 07:12:00 ip.