I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here

I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.

As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.

Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.

But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.

To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are

<3 M

torstaina, joulukuuta 15, 2005

i miss A202

i went to school that day for some game ic stuff. and ibriza said this...

"so fast 6 weeks of the holiday have passed"

and golly, they have! i didn't even notice i had so little time left to enjoy my freedom and lazing in bed. AND i realise that i've spent most of my time *gasps* in school!

first it was op and group project files to sort out. and then it was ogl briefings and ogl camp, and more banner painting and alhena stuff to do. AND over all that was band practices that just kept getting longer and more frequent. so its no wonder i lost track of the time i've spent. and not to mention i've not yet started on my geography project and my homework. lets spell it together shall we? D-I-E

AND i've not revised econs at all, save for trying to decipher the e-lesson on National Income and Economic Growth which still looks like and feels like greek to me despite the fact that i've viewed it 2 times already. i should've asked mr naresh to explain it to me during the genting trip, since we had so much free time on our hands (a totally ridiculous amount) and he was there. i was not thinking hard enough about my studies during the trip.

AND there's urban geog lecture test to study for because the geog dept likes to set us tests in the first 2 lectures of the term! spell it again: D-I-E-D-E-D

AND i've not enough time to enjoy anymore.

come to think of it, i've spent most of my time away for A202. sad right. i miss them. the only A202 member i've seen alot this hols is vanessa. and the rest vanished into oblivion after the OP frenzy. i can't wait for our class outing. when it comes. (i wonder what happened to our sleepover and other crazy plans)

i miss crapping with the other 2/3 of the Ms, the elegant Marilyn and killer-one-liner-boy Muhadher.

i miss lisa, who falls asleep on peoples laps, raves about cute ah bengs and whose mom called me marilyna.

i miss rad who always has something weird to say, or funny to do which makes me laugh. and for being the nicest and sweetest!

i miss nurc who is always searching for tissue and looking ever so flustered, and because she's our most injury prone player during PE.

i miss evelyn, my bus 89 buddy and chief study woman, who discusses shampoo brands with me.

i miss trish, with her super soft voice and her teddybear named after a printer! lol

i miss janna foong, aka kitty cat, because when she left, our class lost some of its mirth and its lame jokes.

i miss vanessa even though i've seen her loads, and her totally super duper infectious laugh and weird comments.

i miss dari for her cute clips, her "CLAAAAAS..." and her bubbly laughter.

i miss bev and her enormous pencilbox, her smiles and just because she's bev.

i miss wanwen, chatting with her during recess, sitting with her during lectures and her why WHY WHY WHY!

i miss aneesha and her funky hair, as well as her cool ideas and very nice looking veggie lunchboxes.

i miss diana her enthu ways and how she always has the thing that you're looking for. her bag must be the mary poppins edition.

i miss mr i love lit and hate econs ewis and our honest conversations together, especially when we take the same bus home.

i miss tightshirt who tries (in vain) to come up with rebuttals when we are poking fun at him.

i miss my other GP group member Alan the koala king who condemns dogs and brinjals to koalakingutopiahell and made me a general.

i miss "andy" ng ding xuan and his lousy AND1 shoes, as well as poking fun at him endlessly.

i miss anand and the way he handles teachers, and how he's our class party animal.

YEP. i miss A202. lol. first day of school will probably include picking on how andy's hair looks, talking about our koala king's utopia, and playing some game during the break. haha. and i'll miss it! because i'll be trying to make the next year's batch love MJ. lets just hope they are was great as the A202 peeps.

ok its late. i want to laze in bed. i don't have much time to do it anymore! heippa then and to all a goodnight.

marlz

torstaina, joulukuuta 15, 2005

i miss A202

12/15/2005 02:58:00 ip.

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