I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here

I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.

As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.

Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.

But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.

To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are

<3 M

tiistaina, marraskuuta 15, 2005

PW

i feel so relieved that i'm officially done with PW. i can kiss late nights, multiple copies of WRs and worrying about my group members goodbye! i must say i have the most wonderful group to work with. and i'm so proud and happy to be their group leader, because they made my job so easy and also so enjoyable in its execution!

a bit of an update before i give my tribute to my MJ191-ers. i met eileen on the bus yesterday on the way to school for the OGL meeting. i wanted to laugh out loud when she told me that zhen hong's hair looks like a mop. it wasn't so much what she said,but how she said it. and also because i know zhen hong quitw well. haha. but i didn't laugh, or else i would have attracted alot of unwanted stares. so annoying. its not as if i don't get enough stares when i'm outside my home. these people act as if they have never seen a caucasian on the telly before, and make me feel so awkward.

oh yah, THE PUSSY WUSSY KOALA KING wants me to Increase the font. This big enough for you? =)

felix and i had an argument, that is still ongoing, about me being a "colonial master" taking away "the rights we never had", just to quote somethings he said. i don't know why he had to start it anyways, and it sprung from this harmless comment that i passed during the lunch break at band prac on saturday. about my hair being a nice colour, and that he had to dye if he wanted to get the same colour. a bit shameless, i admit, but colonial masters?! like wth.

soso, my tribute.

MJ191 is made up of Adher, Lisa, Marilyn and Justin. i recall, when we first embarked on the massive task of PW, many people thought that we were going to have problems, because of the fact that Adher was always having soccer practices and that Lisa was always asleep. but i would never, ever trade my group members for anyone else, because they have been the BEST ever. seriously

Justin "Tightshirt" Tit. Always the one who's picked on by us girls. The person who solved all computer problems from our group as well as other groups. The person who is our most meticulous and critical member. The one who turns up early, whent he rest of us are on time or late. And the one who wore a tight shirt. Most valuable for all his contributions when gossiping and joking, for helping with all the computer stuff and staying up late a night online with me, helping to put together everything.

Lisa. The sleeper. The one who comes up with the most brilliant ideas. The life of our group. The one who doesn't know the difference between whitesands primary and pasir ris primary. The one who thinks she can walk through walls. The one, who, always turns up when you need her. The one who decided to take secret pictures of some people early in the morning. Most valued for falling asleep on peoples laps, keepings spirits high, providing comic relief by losing her way, and for lending us her house to slack and work in.

Marilyn. My elegant tai tai queen! The cool and collected one. The one who hates *beep* as much as me. My letsbullyjustin partner. The one who always hands in her work first. The most patient person on earth. The one who always gushes about johnny depp with me. the person who always has the right thing to say at the right time. Most valued for accompanying us everywhere, staying in school till late late late so that we can finish nonsense stuff, the one who always keeps in contact with everyone else, and for being 1/3 of the threesome Adher, Marlina and Marilyn.

Adher. The soccer star. The one who is most humble. The person who is quiet yet came up with all the core ideas of our project. The person who makes Mrs Logan laugh the most. The most humourous speaker in our team. 1/3 of the threesome AMM. =) The one who always underestimates himself. The one who does his work on time, ALWAYS. The one whom we respect the most! Most valued for injecting the fun into our OP, for lending us his laptop countless times, for always being there to sign our cover pages on time, for proving all other groups wrong when they thought you were MIA, and especially for being the sweetest group member alive!

MJ191, i can truly say i love you guys =) we must make our tribal council video soon ok?

i feel so free! can't wait for the Genting trip! its truly time to have fun

marlz

tiistaina, marraskuuta 15, 2005

PW

11/15/2005 08:16:00 ap.

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