I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, marraskuuta 28, 2005
banners
our red dragon has gotten its first coat of paint. seriously, i haven't had so much fun in school since the band camp. we came back to school to paint the banner for alhena and finish up our placards. so sze hwei traced out the dragon and the "IMMORTALITY" on top of it. was kind of funny because the head blocked the T on the word somewhat so from a distance the word looked like "IMMORALITY". haha. hope that when we finish painting it it looks ok.
during lunch the alhenians went to west mall/west plaza/whatever its called. me and isabelle, however, decided to scrimp and stay in school to eat sandwiches and drink lemon barley. so i sent her to the bus stop after that because she had to leave and then i went to hang out with castor peepz who were very nice and let me hang out with them.
aft that when the alhenians came back we spent a bit of time just lazing around. then there was music and and danile and kah kui decided to shimmy. so the accidentally in love became a laughing session. the two of them dancing was so funny i got stomach cramps and tears came to my eyes. haha. especially the "girl" daniel. he looked really funny. and somehow they got entangled while turning because when they turned they ended up turning both in different directions. aft that some of us including me when to join so there wouldn't be and guy guy dancers who made the rest have a laughing fit.
so we finally went to paint the red aft the white we painted as a base coat dried. i got paint all over myself. on my forehead and i even stepped into this pool of red paint. we started out with a whole group of people that in the end dwindled to lucien, sze hwei, you mei, daniel, kah kui, adeline and myself. so we did the red paint.
its a nightmare, seriously, i had to use turpentine to get the paint off myself so that i wouldn't look like an idiot. and it stank. it was even worse when 3 of us girls went to wash the used paint brushes and the toilet sinks became red. it was so obvious we're the culprit lar. who else needs so much red paint right? so we had to use loads of turpentine. then i went out for a drink at the water cooler and the moment i stepped back into the toile i nearly choked because of the smell. anyone could have gotten high in that terribly ventilated and turpentine doused place.
went straight home and then straight to the aeropuerto to see my sister off to finland. that brat. see how she likes sitting on the plane for 14 hrs. i've learned my lesson. i'm going to sit on a transit flight the next time i go back. sitting for 14 hrs straight suck. really.
gosh i'm really tired. but i still am rambling. tomorrow i'm having band prac at 2. nd i know we're kicking into full gear bcos of the com. my poor poor lips and teeth. i don't know what remedy or potion or concoction can revive them after the whole week. die.
sheesh. being an ogl really rocks. but coupled with band pracs, it becomes very tiring. so i shall go and rest now. heippa
marlz
11/28/2005 02:52:00 ip.