I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, elokuuta 24, 2005
SICK
what my dear drunkard wenqi and wanwen announced on the tagboard is true. sick. a bug, and being tired, bad habits, staying up late and not drinking enough water, skipping meals and the culmination of it all in falling ill. AGAIN. its been twice this year. thats a record. never been ill twice a year. and no wanwen, i can't go to school to suffer with you, cos if i go, i'll make you suffer with my incessant coughing and by giving you the bug. its not safe so near the promos.
illness brings nothing good. not even the days off school are good. you end up worrying on what you miss out, that your homework is piling, and that you are missing out on insulting the 2-D character in class. and then you stay at home, have the chills, shiver, cough like mad, go to the toilet billions of times, run a temperature and have terrible sleep because you're always in cold sweat.
so today i'm heading down to the good 'ol polyclinic. never like the private ones, unless the problem is recurrent, like back problems. only Dr Chong and the hospital doctors can handle that. and besides, the polyclinic likes to say good riddance to you, so they give you ultra powerful medicine that'll cure you in days. i like i like =)
i'm looking forward to my return to school, homework, headaches, tiredness and all.
toodles~
marlz
8/24/2005 01:40:00 ap.