I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, heinäkuuta 14, 2005
FOO fighters
its been a teeny bit too long for me not to blog. i must admit that it was quite alarming to click on my own blog link and find it stagnant, because i can't remember when i last did blog, and thought it was quite recent. hah. my memory is going, if not it just means that my brains are liquified. between the devil and deep blue sea eh. bleah.
anyways, my scripts look like a massacre occured when the teachers marked them, and the exam results came out terrible. but i am happy that i did not get an F for Econs. must be the studying. found out that the problem with my essays are that i don't organize them properly and don't use the right words or expressions, and so the marker can't possibly give me marks. i'm not distraught or anything, but definitely i think i could do better, considering that i mugged through the hols. perhaps i'm just stupid. so i'm just going to plod on like all stupid people do.
so its back to the mundane : SCHOOL. the timetable is positively ridiculous, and when teachers don't come its even worse. tomorrow i have 2 morning lessons. then 7 free periods before 1 tutorial, recess and PE. yep. 7 FREE PERIODS. gdness knows what i'll do in that time. get someone to stone me to death out of sheer boredom. BUT i won't complain abt the timetable, simply because its going to affect all other classes should the timetabling com decide to change it. no room to be selfish, so we just have to bear it and grin. can't say that all have the same view as me though. some people are just adamant when it comes to that topic. no prizes for guessing who.
something has brightened my weeks a lil bit. one is the mass signing project that i've signed up for and the other thing is band. the mass signing project is so uber cool i can't imagine why some people dropped out. it might just be me, because i've always had this special place in my heart for deaf people. even more special than for the blind. i couldn't imagine being deaf for a moment, so i decided to join because i wanted to learn a little about the ways to communicate with these individuals. and its definitely a plus since the instructors are so nice and patient while we learn. the hours are long and it takes a whole load of practice to sign at the correct speed, or the speed of normal speech and singing, but its worth it. *smiles*
band. haha. did i mention that i got the part for Noah's Ark correct at last? i need to sound better, but i've gotten the rhythm right, which is a great relief. vincent is conducting for the national day thing, find it quite funny. but he's good and i think he'll do super. other than that, there's nothing more to say about band. but i'm, happy going.
many fun things have happened this week and also many events that tried to be fun but weren't happened too. at least i had the chance to laugh heartily and smile widely. too tired to blog about anything worth blogging, my eyelids are going to need toothpicks to prop them up soon. anyways, wishing all peeps out there a nice week and weekend. toodles~
marlz
7/14/2005 01:50:00 ip.