I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, kesäkuuta 23, 2005
minties don't help
massive headache. why? cos i studied today. nice way this studying thing is helping me eh?
AND i did badly for the lit test. and i thought that today was going to be a GOOD day. apparently NOT.
yes yes, i'm in an unhappy unhappy state. and there is no point trying to cheer myself up. tv didn't help because there isn't anything worth watching. sleep didn't help because all i did was think more about how i did badly for my test. running didn't help because all that running got my legs to bring me (rahter hastily, may i add) to the industrial area and hurling my guts out into the
longkang. in other words, i puked halfway through. so unglam can? and that left me in a mood thats worse than unhappy.
*growls*
and so i tried to resorting to the thing that usually calms my frazzled nerves : more books. but given my case today, i doubt the book did any help. what i found extremely hilarious yesterday got nothing but a half smile today. my nerves are just as, if not more frazzled.
AND did i mention mid years are coming?
i have to agree with ET on the L plate drivers. hey, i know you really want to drive badly. but you know what, you do indeed drive badly, and endanger the lives of pedestrians like me. imagine your metal box coming at me at 90 km/h. perhaps i may dent your car more so than others, but i still think you shouldn't take that chance. i might just die. even worse if it were some scrawny kid of 8 that you ram into. so please. don't drive if you don't have the aptitude for it.
geez. the nerve of these people.
something interesting that caught my eye today. something in this book. i forget the name. went along the lines of...
if you intend to turn this page, then you'd have to first turn half the page. to turn half the page, you'd have to turn a quarter of the page. to turn a quarter, you'd have to turn half of that, and so on and so on. to do anything, one must make a series of movements, before anything can be done. just like if you want to walk out of this room, you'd have to walk half the distance to the door and to do that you must walk half of half. so you see, to do anything, an infinite number of movements have to be made. but the problem is you can't fit an infinite number, no matter how fast you count, into a finite amount of time. therefore, it is impossible to do anything, theoretically speaking.the only thing that was minutely interesting about today.
argh. shall go cool off. hope others are having a nicer day than me. toodles~
marlz
6/23/2005 12:23:00 ip.