I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
tiistaina, toukokuuta 17, 2005
"talking cock"
i got to sleep in today, which is RARE. so i took my own sweet time to prep for school. it wasn't actually that enjoyable since it was incredibly humid this morning, so i "sparkled".
i need more prac for lit. more more more!
today was a rather mundane day. not really interested into turning this into a www.whatididtodaywhereiwenttodaywhatisaidtoday.com sort of blog.
my mum was watching survivor yesterday, but i really couldn't be bothered. why? watching a group of half naked men and women running around an island "trying to play the game" (aka lying to each other also known as "trying to monopolize uninhabited-island X") isn't really what i call entertainment. especially since the ppl aren't much to look at, and all they do is "love their tribe" and "play the game". admit it, by the looks of it (and also smell of it, if you were at the island/outback/desert/another-Godforsaken-place X) its getting preeetty stale. i now leave survivor to ppl like my mum who like reality shows. the only "reality tv" i watch is the apprentice. which some ppl may also dislike, so i shall stop my criticism here.
i passed my malay essay. so i didn't get all huffy over nothing. *smiles to herself*
my "red and yellow and pink and green" fit was because of ms lim, SHE gave a meaning to it not me, so don't you dare accuse me of being perverse. *glares*
i miss eric and jakey-saur! darn darn darn darn.
saw a guy in school who looks remarkably like wei loon. ok. lets correct that. EXACTLY like wei loon. which reminds me how much i miss megan's and my batch of council members. to all who read, i heart you ppl! we must must meet soon.
Anand and myself did lap counting for our class during 2.4 today and we got into a pretty heated argument with one of the runners. the conflict got rather out of hand,and ms choy told us to take it inside, where the rest of the class supported us, so it got settled.
i must run off to do my geog soon, so here's a bit of what mr chen shared with us during geog lecture today. kudos to.....
>Singapore's Premier Satirical Humour Website
From : The Coxford Singlish Dictionary.
Z : There are currently no Z entries because in Singlish, Z can always be replaced by 'J', so, 'Zoe' becomes 'Joe', 'Zebra' becomes 'Jibra' and 'Zero', 'Jilo'.
lol. anyhoos, its geog time, toddles darlinks.
marlz
5/17/2005 01:44:00 ip.