I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, toukokuuta 28, 2005
Summer
and so summer has arrived in finland, last i heard, it was 25 degrees Celsius, or like a friend told me online, "incredibly hot". erm, riiight. incredibly hot? i think they'd melt into a pool if they ever came here. already, i perspire bucktefuls, and i've been a resident of sunny (and very humid) singapore for 14 years. too bad, my body just isn't tuned to the singapore environment, and i doubt it ever will be.
and so they are very happy that they've started their hols. i don't see why actually, from what i know about school there, it is much much much more "slack" than it is here. my finn friends always remind me that too much school is bad for you. and in a sense they are right. but seriously, they schools there rock, partly because of the teachers, and the very different approach that they have to lesson. i mean, just look at
HIMBIG picture for THE MAN.
no lesson could be more fun than one with mr sirkka around, the uber cool history teacher in lyseo. ok, so we don't call him that, unless we're being sarcastic. in fact, its a first name basis with all teachers, so we call him antti. that pic was kindly sent to me by kati, who said it reminded her of the evil characters in constantine. lol. the pose is kinda funny...
but i can understand that they are happy that the holidays are here. not to mention, the warmth and sunlight. it only lasts a precious 3 months every year darlings, so enjoy. =) sure, i wanna be there, not to bask in the sun (gdness me, i have enough here) but to join in the fun and enjoy the smell of green that my friends love to make me jealous over. funfairs, picnics, hikes, the works. but all i can do know is gaze at pictures and WISH for i can't go, nope, i've to stay and study for MYE, which is in 30 days time. 30 days, its not long. but i shan't fret. instead, i'll post some pics, again, kindly sent to me by Kati and some other friends in finland.





ah. talking abt pictures, i found pictures of three children that have gone MISSING in the past few years. how sad how sad. i doubt they can be found again. so here's to the missing children.
cheeky monkey number 1 : norlaila sofie.lost when she went out to play some years back. kind of injured her head and became rather crazy.
eldest cheeky monkey : marlina sarah.lost her way when she went to school, what happened to her exactly is unknown. her soul now haunts a new place called mj.
cutest cheeky monkey : abdul kalle. kidnapped by renegade Mats. has been sighted a number of times playing soccer at numerous void decks, attired in football shorts, a loose shirt that looks like a rag, and slippers. figures. that's what happens when you play with Mats. *shivers*
heck, i'm in a crazy photo mood. one last patriotic one can can can?

there. i'm done with photos. happy? anyways, i hope you ppl have a nice weekend. there's GP on monday! DIE. toodles~
marlz
5/28/2005 02:21:00 ip.