I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, toukokuuta 16, 2005
malay test
i felt like snuggling up in my bed and not crawling out this morning because of the malay test. but, i crawled out all the same, feeling terrible since i thought i had not done half my work (actually i did do my work), and turned the cold water on. got to school. went to find my classroom and then sat for the test. turned out not be so much of a disaster as i thought it would be. the ringkasan, well, it made up the disaster. i got my 14 pts, but sadly, could not put it into less than a 100 words. so i think i ended up being short of quite a few points. it doesn't help that my language skills aren't very good either. imbuhan, i could find only 9 words instead of 10. and the prosedur close. well, it went ok by my standards. so now i let it rest, i now hope and pray that i clear this test. que sera, sera.
otherwise, today was a nice nice nice nice nice nice bright, not exactly sunny, but bright day. seamonster flashed me a cheeky smile this morning. bright bright day.
as a result, i was in a very high mood today. anyways, i managed to pick on ms lim, especially since she called me blur on saturday, and followed suit by happily turning up for tutorial at C3-2, while we went patiently waiting at E3-2. go figure. one of those days where econs isn't an absolute bore, geography is more heavenly than heavenly can be, and lit, well, is just lit, which is the bestest. i prolly looked like a raving lunatic, or something, but i don't particularly care. i was HAPPY. even malay oral didn't bother me as much as it usually does.
andy likes a girl from band. he was acting like some lovestruck jap fangirl during Geog Lec. everytime he saw her he went "KAWAAAIIII!!". what a distraction. on top of that i had to bear the awful wailing coming from Fuad the entire day because he was thinking of singing a song for his elections. Fuad has a fetish for court shoes. L5.
did i mention i love 05A202? oh well, I LOVE 05A202.
sunshine sunshine in the house. ms marlina sarah, your average weirdo, is BACK!
toodles darlz
marlz
5/16/2005 12:38:00 ip.