I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, toukokuuta 25, 2005
high
my computer is perpetually in bad shape. bleah
oh well, didn't have much to blog abt yesterday anyways. its TODAY thats the bestest. whoots
first of all, all lessons for J1s today were only till 12.30 because of the soccer match and the council investiture. today, 12.30 means no ECONS. an econs free day, thank God. =)
council investiture was fine, like any other council investiture. only thing i did was yell for Fabian once and then never do anything else already. just clap here clap there. been through 4 until i numb to them, and also a bit put off by them already.
we made a banner for Muhadher. it was "All The Way" and then ADHER on individual pieces of paper. we sure made a hell of a racket on the way to the stadium and i think we pissed some ppl off, but who cares. we're A202, we're that way, and we're PROUD to be that way, so take it or leave it LOSERS.
i think MJ is really great when it comes to cheering. we practivally drowned vj with our cheering, and sad to say, well, we couldn't hear much of their cheers. but i loved the soccer match. never have i seen my class so hyped up. the drumming and the boistrousness, was really infectious. so we screamed our lungs out cheering for our soccer team. the atmosphere was so electrifying. no words can describe that exhiliration, that head rush that we experienced when zul scored the first goal, our frustration when that darn referee granted vj a penalty, the agitation when the soccer ball was deflected off the goal post during the end of the match, and our euphoria when we knew we won. it was the next best thing to that feeling aft syf this year. now THAT was tenfold of this, but still, it felt good.
and so pails were destroyed, voices were lost, and people got wet (and ill), but supporting our mj soccer team was fun fun fun, and i shall never forget it. wheee. we took loads of pictures, went out for dinner and then now i'm at home, wondering how i'm going to wake up tomorrow for school. anyways, friday has been declared a HOLIDAY for mj, so tml is technically the last day of the week, and term 2. haha, i survived a term in mj. lets see i survive the rest. i hope so. *grins*
i dreamt of that 'peanuts' thing, and joel and benny were in my dream. i woke up laughing. lol. first time seh...
still quite high, so i must ride this wave of high-ness and use it to do something constructive (read : do tutorials). nitey nites ppl. toodles~
marlz
5/25/2005 03:40:00 ip.