marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
tiistaina, toukokuuta 03, 2005
D day
D-day is a day away, (since i'm typing this out at 12 mdnite) and i'm starting to feel nervous. yep. nervous. am i looking forward to syf? no and yes. no bcos its a day away, i've only touched this instrument for roughly a month now and i still feel that i might screw up anytime. yes bcos then at least ppl will stop falling ill due to lack of rest, ppl like fuquan will have a great load off their backs and i will have some proper study time. yes, you heard it right (or rather, saw it right), study time.
since when does the slacker study? when (1) she likes 2 out of three of her subjects and (2) she's terrified of ending up in the bottom 20% of the cohort after promos. so i have to start now. and quite frankly, its very difficult to do so when i end school at approximately 8+ and reach home at 9.30. enough time to watch the news, bathe, churn out a slipshod essay, try to study but not get anything into your head and then go to sleep only to repeat the process the next day. at least aft syf is over, i'll have time to churn out a proper essay, study properly and get some proper rest for this tired body of mine. did i mention that i'm ill again? oh yes i did. see what i mean by tired?
talking abt studying, i studied during lunch during the weekend band pracs and before school today only to find out that my efforts were futile. yep, the econs test was a flop. i didn't finish, and i also am very sure that i'm going to flunk. but i guess i kind of expected it. its off to consultations with the teachers. continue to be hyper hyper hyper. and things turn out better.
pe today. means we had to do circuit. and that pesky donovan (aka cheeky) and abigail managed to get excused frm pe bcos they have syf this week. and when did they choose to share this very valuable piece of information with me? while i was nearing the end of the gruelling torture called circuit. why why why me. nvm. at least i'm THAT much healthier compared to them. haha. i benefit long term. haha
band prac today. mood was ok. ppl looked more cheerful. and i was ok. though i admit i was yawning through prac. we didn't really tire ourselves out while running through the pieces.
last post was very very pms-ey. not bcos i'm suffering frm pms, bcos i was very tired, and was very cranky. today i'm more tired, less cranky. can't seem to find anything worth blogging abt, since i'm drained.
one more day one more day one more day.
i realised that 05A202 is a very imaginative (read : sexually deprived) class today during recess. at any rate, when you sit down with them for a meal, you'll end up choking on the food unless you plug your ears while you eat. oh well, if you can't beat them, join them. wheee for A202.
the girls in my class did an analysis on the sea monster, and decided that i'm being successfully 'chummed' by him, not vice versa. its scary to know that i can be chummed so easily. but in this case i really don't mind. anyways, i didn't really chat with the sea monster today, though i did see him. perhaps thats why i can't really blog much. no motivation. bleah
bummed. totally and absolutely.
one more day one more day one more day.
its come to a point where i wake up, look at my essay and wonder, 'did i really write that?'. short term memory, reminds me of dory frm finding nemo. sigh, oh well.
my observation of mjc girls is that they are very nice in general and that most mjc guys have very bombastic hair. lesson learnt this week, always sit behind a girl in an LT. you'll actually see what's happening in front if you do so, compared to sitting behind a guy (unless he's like ewis and has this anti-gel anti-spiky hair thing going on). hey, i've nothing against spiky hair k, just as long as you don't sit infront of me can already.
one more day one more day one more day
i want to sleep but ihave lit to complete. darn. to all others who are now entering lala land, nites.
marlz
5/03/2005 03:26:00 ip.