I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, huhtikuuta 04, 2005
vanessa
today was uber fun, thanks to geog and lit. whoots~
lit was so cool, esp the goth part. can't wait till we advance to the texts.
geog, continued with coastal geomorphology, basically we just covered more on erosion. but it was fun as per normal. thanks to who jason and i call ' our dear handsome teacher'. lol.
just visited vanessa's blog. she dedicated a part to me....yay. so i shall as well...
lets see, vanessa vanessa vanessa, my og mate frm alhena 5! yea, she's pretty and very street smart. and half the time, she brightens my gloomy days at mj and leaves my stomach aching bcos of her hilarious antics. particularly those peculiar lil things she says. abt not seeing the water and when she was woken up rudely in the library. lol. yea, we've been thru alot the past orientation and i'm glad i met such a good pal to be with. wheee...thank gdness got someone light hearted to counter my serious mood. esp since she makes me laugh to easily.
so how vanessa? did i fulfill your expectations? lol. but seriously, she really is someone very fun to be with.
today i felt sort of depressed until the break, then guess who came along for a snack and amused me. oh well, as per normal lar i. think too much and take things too seriously.
tml lectures end kinda early, so i'm gonna head down for the crestwinds prac with huda. want to see how they are doing, so close to the syf. hope they aren't cracking under the pressure. i certainly was during my time. cried a couple of times as well. and made certain ppl frm my section cry. sheesh.
guess who i sat next to during econs today? izzat and iskandar. izzat is still as mean as ever, gosh! but since he's just joking i dun take it seriously.
if not for the very 'on' ppl that i've met in mj, i think i wouldn't have gotten this far (though i'm still rather annoyed at the ao math teacher) i'm happy i met such ppl.
till next time,
marlz
4/04/2005 01:56:00 ip.