marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, huhtikuuta 14, 2005
tired
need to use finn more often. everytime i stop using it i get so rusty its just unbelievable. ihmiset, puhutaaan suomeks mesessä! ihan uskomatonta miten huno minun suomen kieli on. päh.
no, koitan sitten kirjoitaa vähän suomea (leo, jos sie luet nyt. älä naura! i'll murder you, i swear i will. bleah) olen hirveen väsynyt, tulin just koulusta. ei mitään ihmellistä tapahtui tänään. hyvin tylsä päivä, melkein nukuin kun oli matikka. lounas tunnin jälkeen minulla oli pääsärky. (oh my God, i have a feeling that last sentence was totally out. argh. LEO DUN LAUGH!!) nursila meni hakemaan minulle aspiriiniä opetajalta. ying jie sitten antoi minulle vähän pääsärky lääkettä ja se autoi vähän.
ok enough enough, i think prolly at this pt leo and my dad will be having a heart attack since its really really rusty. but 1 paragraph is better than nothing. quite frankly, i'm much better at speaking finn than writing it. (though that is a rather lame excuse) i miss salla and emma and kati and...oh heck, i miss the entire IB class. i even miss antti (history teacher) and anne (english teacher) and that remarkably good looking principal who opens doors for me and takes my coat for me. not even an inkling of a chance that THAT will happen in mj. even if singapore were a temperate country. oh well, ppl are different there compared to here. at least there, though i don't fit in, i fit in more than i do here. ppl on the street don't stare at me from head to toe. (really, its as if the ppl who do have never watched tv and seen someone with fair skin and light hair and eyes. or perhaps they have and are wondering why a vampire is walking round in broad day light. jeez)
today during lit we were discussing ambivalence. fun fun fun. if not for that darn head ache. did a bit of talking with alan and justin today. and i bumped into mr chen so many times. how unfortunate. i wonder if i'll be the next on picked on in class since i sit next to lisa. ichimonji. lol. our entire class is a throng of ichimonjies. we drift in and out of class in a semi-concious state. ok, not all classes. usually its in econs and ao math classes that we're semi-concious. with lisa its a totally different story. she sleeps in every class. she even sleeps with her head propped against her hand. gdness. has she never heard of a bed?
myheadhurtsmyheadhurtsmyheadhurts. anyways, crestwinds got a bronze. exactly what i predicted they would get. oh well, sometimes, you just have to face the truth and get on with life. saw some of the ppl's faces when i was on my way home. i don't know the feeling since i got what i wanted last syf. crestwinds ppl, i presume you did your best, so its ok. just start working towards the next syf, or whatever performance you have coming your way k. no point fretting over something that has been already done. i'm still going to come down, support all of you and continue being your number one fan.
the mean things i've heard ppl say abt us j1s is horrible. great, not only do lecturers take the fun out of life, but certain j2s have to act like ogres. like halo, where were you the past year? i thinki should hire mr cowell as my english teacher will make debating so much more fun. imagine me spouting insults all day long, haha. makes me choke just thinking about it.
*marlz bumps into J2 singing for gdness knows what reason* i thought that was absolutely dreadful. and the dancing is hideous. my advice is that you quit sounding like musical wallpaper and get back to studying.
lol. oh well. talking abt laugter i was laughing my head off in front of the com when i read joel's blog this morning. that whole dialog part. yes ppl, i'm helping joel advertise since his is a particularly noteworthy blog. much better than mine with my substandard english.
talking abt blogging. i might actually go on hiatus since i will be mugging. YES mugging, not HUH mugging. i need to catch up alot. esp with econs *marlz groans* i finished all the lit texts already but i haven't even touched econs. whoever invented the whole stupid econs thing had better be dead or i'll make sure he's stoned to death. and yes, i'm CERTAIN its a he. gals wouldn't come up with such a dry topic.
i feel like singing moonriver and a couple of other songs, namely those frm my fair lady and the sound of music. weird urges. bleah. prolly crack the school's windows by this weekend. which reminds me i'm donating blood tml before i go to the band room for sectionals.
see if i can keep blogging regularly, till then, toodles~
marlz
4/14/2005 10:15:00 ap.