I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, maaliskuuta 26, 2005
tai chi
Huda, you owe me one ar, i'm doing this for youuuu...so here we go
1. What is the total amount of music files on your computer?i've totally no idea, too many to count, and they are NOT mp3s thank you very much. most of them are recordings of ppl performing at concerts and recitals so there, no one can accuse me of anything.
2. The CD you last bought?the last cd i bought was Robbie Williams - Greatest Hits. so love this cd. i sorta got attached to it in finland, but i couldn't buy it since its so ex there, so when i got back i got a copy immediately. and i'm so happy i did. wheee~
3. What was the last song you listened to before reading this message?The Rasmus - In My Life. seriously went crazy in the hse since its my bro's and my fave song. The Rasmus rock! (esp since they are finn, like yours truly =p)
4. Write down five songs that you often listen to or that mean a lot to you.1. The Rasmus - In My Life. bcos in my life, i decide, and it turns me on. its up to you if give up.lol.
2. Len - Its Beautiful. why? cos i'm particularly interested in indie bands/artist. this song is really nice.
3. A Perfect Circle - Passive. cos i dig heavy bass and i dig the band. their lyrics are always very unique, and they basically rock.
4. Uniklubi - Näiden Tähtien Alla. not many ppl will agree on this one, but i don't care. some say its boring, others say its repetitive, but i think the lyrics are really meaningful
5. Saybia - The Second You Sleep. this song makes me cry. thats why i love it so.
5. Who are you going to pass this stick to (3 persons) and why.Jake - just for the fun of it.
Farhan - cos his blog is so empty! besides, i'd like to know his fave 5 songs.
Crystal - cos i miss this bubbly girl, and i want to see who she sticks this to. lol.
3/26/2005 07:56:00 ap.