I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, maaliskuuta 02, 2005
passive
currently in love with - come undone, Robbie Williams
results day was a few days ago. ppl said i've become white!! darn. anyways, my stomach was pretty much doing flips. and nooo, the teachers didn't make it any easier by telling grandmother stories in the hall. they talked for so long. some of the students also cartoon, come to school in casuals. jeans and tee, the likes. well, i got my results, so will post here. satisfied, but kidna disappointed abt english. was hoping for an A1, but i got a distinction anyways, so it aint that bad.
Eng A2
Math B3
Comb Humans A2
A Math Fail (i know i know, i'm a gone case on this one)
Physics B3
Chemistry C5
Biology A2
Music B3
Malay B4
Malay Oral Distinction
most proud of that last one there, who would have known the ang moh/mat saleh/orang putih/gdness knows what else/me who has eng as first language and never speaks malay except for malay lessons got a Distinction. thats good. if you've counted, my L1R5 is 15, which means i qualify for jc. thank gdness i achieved my aim. i mean, i din qualify when i took the prelims, so i worked my butt off just for the o's. thank God it payed off.
been feeling unwell lately, my tummy hurts badly, no its not cramps, but it hurts. my back condition has deteriorated lately as well, dunno whats up. just feel unwell. been cycling and all, drinking loads of water but it doesn't work. haven't been sleeping well. nvm, i think i'll just press on with the cycling, hopefully the pain will pass. yesterday was the worst, ranjani invited me out for badminton but i really felt too sick to go, at least i feel better today.
eric came over this morning to apply for the courses he needed to since his com is laggy. so we got that done then he asked if i'd like to follow him to TM, so i did. he changed his phone! so ex man, but he was happy. he went to eat at Yoshinoya while i watched him *marlz laughs* just like old times. then we had to wait for his mom for that phone thing. really fun talking to his mum, she's uber cute. then he acc me to LP to get some stuff for my mum. was fun, but my tummy was giving me probs, it hurt alot during the outing.
waiting now for Indra to come over to get the com, its going off for servicing! like, FINALLY, i find it very laggy though eric said its fast.
i hope my tummy probs go away~
marlz
3/02/2005 07:35:00 ap.