I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, helmikuuta 27, 2005
come undone
currently in love with : sexed up - Robbie Williams
writing bcos of a special occassion. it
RAINED today. yep, thats the occassion. may seem lame to most ppl, but i'm tired of melting. finally the heat wave is over. thank God.
i watched Constantine that day with my bro (yes AGAIN, couldn't help it, keanu was that HOT in his suit. *marlz giggles*) at TM. then i saw this guy who looked so familiar and was staring at me. next thing i know, he smiles and i recognize him. of all ppl i met, was my primary school classmate, Khairul Idsham. nearly had a heart attack. the last time i met him was eons ago. i must be getting old. sheesh.
been out to the park cycling alot. do 2 to 2 and a half rounds around the park, using one inner route and the outer route. then i continue by going round the outskirts of pasir ris before going home. so ashamed at my fitness, i mean i used to have much better stamina. now it just takes me so little to get me tired. oh well nvm. at least i get more exercise bcos pei shan likes to call me out for badminton. and she has a knack of calling me on the days i'm out cycling. lol. good for me, so i feel better.
went for a spin today as well, then i went for some badminton after that with pei shan, mastura and teresa. very fun to catch up with them aft so long.
AF and co came over yesterday, watched shutter. was very funny watching them scream and stuff.
results are gonna be out in 13 more hrs, best wishes to everyone. and to all, a good night.
marlz
2/27/2005 04:38:00 ip.