I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, tammikuuta 30, 2005
schools out
on friday i didn't have any school. really enjoyed my time in IB though. the pace was right, the subjects were interesting. i really think its my cup of tea. i also loved the company and the ppl there.
Juha-Pekka Peltola. the tall principal. very polite and nice. a proper gentleman. i must really thank him alot for allowing me to be a part of his school for a short while and being the fun-nest principal i've ever met. it was really a pleasure to know him
Anne. my english teacher, and the one who i had the most contact with. a super fun individual/stern teacher whom students fear. (lol, they haven't seen mr san yet) and a very good teacher =)
Antti. my history teacher. he kinda reminds me of mr collin. hmmm. lame and corny, with a relaxed teaching method. and he has a cool sense of fashion!
Kati. my snow sister! took care of me during all history lessons and told me many things. enjoyed my time with you and i won't forget them. esp the disco and coffee. *huggles* cool and unique. she looks like an ice queen but is a really groovy individual *huggles*
Emma,Salla,Julia. the blond, the brunette and the redhead. what a combination! my fashion gurus and soul sisters! pretty and self confident, they can't be separated. and they are quite hard to defeat too, somewhat like charlies angels. lol. Emma, the living proof that blonds are not dumb. Salla aka ubi, the quirky one. hyperactive and never dull! Julia, the cool and calm one. going to miss all of you being around me and asking me for coffee. you made me feel welcome and became super important to me not only during my stay here, but forever. *muacks* loadsa love to you all.
Elina. the dancer. quiet and rather shy. she was the first one to adopt me into her group for history stuff. shall miss her loads.
also, the first group i went out with on the first day!
Nadja, Julia (the exchange student) Mikko M. Mikko H. Atte, Mitjo.
very fun lot. my partner for english. the groovy exchange student. the class clown aka Duke of Mikkonistan. the fair and rather quiet classmate. the clever one. and last but not least, the vocal and polite one, who never forgot to say hi and smile everyday. all of you were super fun to get to know. shall miss being in the same class as you.
Ville the genius and Sonja the sweet. really nice ppl. smart, optimistic and ever loving towards each other. he was very fun to joke with and she was very nice to talk to. =) wishing you two all the best in your relationship and also for the rest of your time in school!
MariMikko. like their names, they are truly inseparable. there is no Mari and Mikko. its MariMikko, ALWAYS. really a sweet couple and nice to chat with.
Laura. the strong one. smart and always vocal. she always gives her opinion. free spirited. really someone i admired for her courage from the start. =)
and last but definitely not least,
Lilli and Sini the really quite ones. its a pity i did not get to know the two of you better, but i hope i get to one day. best wishes for the best of you.
yep, all the ppl i met at Lyseo. thank you to all of you for making my time there enjoyable and fun. =)
1/30/2005 11:16:00 ap.