I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, tammikuuta 24, 2005
nothing more
well, haven't been doing much lately. yesterday i went to the casino with isoäiti and säsä to meet their friends for lunch. the harley davidson man's parents. well, this harley davidson guy has been to singapore and i only remember his harley, so if you were wondering, there is your explanation. was pleasantly surprised to hear that he married a former miss singapore and also i saw pics of his kids who are super super adorable. well, thats genes for you.
so we had an ok time, came ome and slacked and then got ready for today.
today i didn't go to school, had to settle some things and also visit isi's old playmate, ulla. she was really nice. then later while walking past the school i saw meri, and we chatted awhile. then we headed to prisma, which was near robin hood. anyways, i didn't find anything really nice there. so we then came back and slacked.
had to call finnair to re-confirm my tickets since i couldn't do that online. stupid system. and the worst thing is, there is no finnair joint here so i cannot do it one on one. instead, i had to listen to ' Suomeksi, paina 1, por Svenska, ........For service in english please press....' and so on and so on. don't know how many numbers i had to press before i got to a human, it was that many. sickening.
so well, kinda tired. have to finish an essay and then head to school tomorrow quite early. so yea. anyways, i hope ppl in sg are doing fine.
till next time, tata
1/24/2005 06:03:00 ip.