I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, tammikuuta 07, 2005
i don't wanna miss a thing
can't wait for tml!
yesterday evening i went for a very lovely walk with isoäiti. we went everywhere. park, to see houses, to see the river and to town. met with the guy who was at the market at linnotukset that day. it weird to see the town with all the shops closed. but fun. only MacDonalds was open. then i trudged in the knee deep snow and got some real good exercise. went to the casino cos i needed the loo. haha.
today i woke up quite early. did my homework and then cleaned up a lil. then i went to school. it was snowing heavily and i was afraid i would get entirely wet when i reached school so i took an umbrella along. much better alternative compared to a hat. hats make my hair static and messes it up too. bleah. so i went hatless and with an umbrella. so fun.
talked abt tsunami's during eng. did pair work with nadja. summary and evaluation.we presented our work first and we slacked aft that. haha. mikko was fooling around again. his comment was something like this :
I, Duke Mikko Mahela of Mikkonistan, think that this paper is....it should have given some consideration towards...sincerely yours, Mikko Mahela, Duke of Mikkonistan.
nonsensical. thank gdness he sits behind me, not next to me, i'd die laughing. i'm already suffering in front of him. höh.
so well, i went home aft that and this time it was raining. handy handy umbrella.
it was that same smile again. that same smile.
so when i got home there was a surprise. vekku setä, isi's friend was visiting. (i certainly don't have a shortage of outings and guests) he gave me a bear hug! then we had coffee and chatted alot. very nice person i must say. then he went home and then isoäiti told me that another guest was coming later. haha.
now i'm waiting for her and aft that we are gonna go a-pulla-making. can't wait to trudge in the snow again. wheee...
thank gdness i didn't go out with mano that day. the other guy who was supposed to be there is someone i'm afraid to meet. hope i never meet him. höh.
as i said, i can't wait for noora and sonja tml...till next time tata
marlz
1/07/2005 03:40:00 ip.