I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, tammikuuta 22, 2005
d-i-s-c-o
moikka to one and all...
i'm chirpy...
wheee....
must be the effects of last night and today. went to the place as promised at 7.30 to meet Kati. it opened at 8. and the police was there! why, you ask? bcos the entry fee into the place was to do a that test where you blow into a machine and it tells whether you have alcohol in your breath. and only ppl with 0.00 (like ERHM ERHM me) were allowed to go in.
the dj wasn't really that good ( no offence to kati, since he's your cuzzie). but i had fun anyways. there was some tina and katja there and well, we had fun chatting. and then we danced like normal ppl in a disco. it was smoky, there were lazer lights, loud music. all of it. and then when you got tired, you could just pop by next door for pool. hehe.
later on we went out for coffee at the dark cafe. this totally goth place with totally goth ppl. well, i felt like a sore thumb so me and Kati went to the Satama for a lil walk and then we headed home. was super tired, but it was a gd work out. still aching though.
today i woke up early. but then i went to sleep again and then woke up late. so technically, i woke up EARLY. not late. haha
well, i went out at 2 to meet Salla, Julia and Emma outside MacDonalds. or, Mäkkäri as its called among ppl here. i don't know they do it. it says MacDonalds, but they read Mäkkäri. heh.
so well, apparently Julia broke her shoe. we went to see her mom first at the clothes shop downtown. then we went in search of a shoe at Opri. after that we went to Jim and Jill and Vero Moda. they made me try on everything that wasn't black!! höh. well. i must say they have good fashion sense. style.
haha, they even told me "you are starting a new phase in your life, why don't you get a new style?" makes sense, i know. but i think i'll stick to my blacks for a little while longer. just a weee bit more, k girls? haha.
aft a while we went to Iso Christina for lunch at this Chinese restaurant. i finally realize how much i understand the language, though i always thought i knew zilch. life is full of surprises =)
aft that we walked around town. down to satama and then i came home. super tired but well. like i said, its a good workout.
i need to become slimmer!! i'm very sure i put on weight ever since i came here. must look bloated to the slender and petite ppl of singapore when i come back. oh gosh.
so well, tml i have to go out again. then wednesday i have hohto keilaus and thursday my ice hockey game and ........
ok, you get my idea.
well, till next time tata
marlz
1/22/2005 04:16:00 ip.