I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, tammikuuta 31, 2005
crazy man
well. quick update. on friday i went gift shopping with Suvi Lemetyinen. bought sweets and all the things that i needed to. we then went a lil window shopping. was super fun. found out that Juuso and Jamppo setä were at the SaiPa game too. at the same place. weird that we didn't see them.
aft that came back. 'chilled' in the room. haha. Suvi's parents came over, since Juuso was at a disco at school (yep, disco at school, and he's only 12). they did the 'adult stuff' in the living room while Suvi and me watching the Miriam thing. *laughs her head off* really fun watching how stupid and desperate men can be.
on saturday emma and julia came over. had alot of fun gossiping and such. haha. yea me, gossiping. well, who says i can't right. salla couldn't come. but i shall miss my soul sisters!! tired to talk much abt that and all, so shall skip to sunday.
sunday. meri and suvi picked us up to go see their mummi (gmother). their grandmother was very nice and had a very nice house. me and Meri then played the piano there! shall miss meri and suvi too. funny, though we don't really remember us playing happily when we were young, we still 'clicked' really well, and had a lot of fun together.
monday aka today. went out early in the morning. got mushrooms frm this lady at armada. headed to the linnotus. then there came this crazy man. he asked us what we were doing as if we couldn't be there. at first we didn't notice that he was crazy. he spoke gd english. came frm peru. then he started asking weird questions like, when does you train leave? and then he told us that he had come back to finland because the consulate sent him. he was in a mental institute in peru. *shivers* well, we just let him go on his way and went to majurska.
in majurska i had some fun. met this muslim guy who is frm Kosovo. yep. it took me 2 and a half months before i met another muslim person in finland. haha. so, he sat at our table with us and chatted. told us he had escaped frm there during the unrest 12 years ago and now was working at a refugee area as a translator. spoke finn remarkably well. talked abt dairy products and all. asked abt singapore. had alot of fun chatting with him.
aft that we went to take some photos. then went to iso christina to develop them. aft that we went to look at some stuff in antilla and vero moda. then i ran to get the photos while isoäiti went grocery shopping.
aft that we came home. i packed, and now am blogging. really very tired aft packing. there was a lot of things. and i mean ALOT. somehow, i managed to get all the things in, and säsä claimed that the skill comes frm him. haha.
now i'm just resting, waiting for the trip tml. in around 1 and a half days i'll be home. till then, tata
marlz
1/31/2005 04:30:00 ip.