I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
tiistaina, tammikuuta 25, 2005
charmed
i'm enjoying my sleep here. hehe.
well, today was Säsä's nimipäivä!! fun, so well, i went to school, skipped english in the morning since i felt sleepy. the tues timetable is totally wacko. i mean, the entire class has it the same, 8.55 english. ok, no probs there. YEA RIGHT. then you look at the next lesson. history - 1315. yea, har har. unfortunately, i don't find a 3 hr break particularly amusing.
so well, i woke up super late and then i went for history. where we did nothing but watch a dvd. dang, i'm so angry that i cut class on friday. i missed the entire kill bill screening.
so well, was some show on talvisota and jatkosota, meaning the winterwar and the continuation war. quite cool. antti talked to me abt hypnosis before class. haha, he'd been hypnotized by the teacher in psychology. so sad that i didn't choose that class. i could have seen it. apparently, he was asked to recall something that happened when he was four. so he talked abt a woman who walked up a flight of stairs and fell, and as she did, she cracked her head open and that there was alot of blood. and he started crying, so the teacher said that that was enough for the day. well, the woman splitting her head was true, as well as the blood. the funny part was that antti cried in the lecture hall without knowing. he's the coolest teacher i've ever known.
after history i ran home, cos milja täti was coming. was a fun visit. she gave me a marimekko penali! really nice. then after that we chatted some and i left the adults to their own business.
watched the OC. becoming an OC addict. heee.
i'm chirpy again. wheeeee
till next time
tata
marlz
1/25/2005 07:10:00 ip.