I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, joulukuuta 30, 2004
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well well. got back from Jyväskylä on Tuesday. all details in the previous 2 posts. i know i know, its in Finn. but i shall not explain. go find out yourself if you like. and, if you're thinking of using those translator thingies that you find online. well, too bad. its sorta in Karelian slang. you won't get the correct translation.
so well. i was dead tired when i came back since it was 8 pm, and i hardly slept a wink. no, not bcos of horrible sleep. if you haven't met your cuzzies in 10 years you do have alot to talk abt. just like Noora and Sonja and me. so we chatted and played nights away. hehe.
anyways, yesterday Suvi asked me out. i seriously thought i was going to a disco since she said 'disco music' and 'disco lights' on the phone. isoäiti said it was ok so well, i went. though i was frightened out of my wits. so, i met Suvi and Hanna, her friend at 6.30 downstairs. then i found out that we were going bowling. höh. totally heard the wrong thing. when to the sports centre and though the bowling alley was open, she said we had to wait till 7.30. i spent some time wondering why. so well, we waited and Hanna's friend Marisa came along too. so these young ppl were all gathering there waiting for 7.30. we paid the fee for the shoes and stuff and finally 7.30 was one minute away. then i found out why i thought it was a disco and why she had mentioned disco on the phone. the lights when out. then out came the disco ball and POOF! the bowling alley turned into a disco. well, i lie slightly *laughs hysterically*. it was acherlie disco bowling night. as it is every Wed and Fri at the bowling alley. i haven't bowled for years and i also hardly knew how to bowl when i did try. but it was fun. disco music and disco lights and bowling balls that glowed neon pink and orange and green. and there were many ppl and it was so very fun. it went off quite badly at first, so many gutter balls. but then...STRIKE. and wow, the feeling. man, it was cool. my shirt and ppls shirts were glowing too. some lighting effect. so well, finally our one hr was up and then we went home. Suvi's mom sent me home and i plopped into bed. tired.
so today i was fetched by Meri and Suvi at noon. i was to go over to their place. isi's old friend Qvistin Markku. yup. nice hse. they had their cuzzie along who had come aft Christmas to stay. she was really nice, and pretty too. half indian and half finn. cool. really indian looking. we talked alot and their mom cooked us some pasta and stuff. then we chatted more and then left with Meri and Suvi to send their cuzzie off to the train station to buy tickets for Helsinki where she came from. So fun that Meri has a driving license. and she says that she remembers mummy too. hehe. anyhooos, they then sent me home and came up for some tea. then they had to leave to go to the hospital to see their g.mother. and here i am blogging. school starts next week monday. well. goodnite and nothing more for now.
marlz
12/30/2004 05:37:00 ip.