I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, joulukuuta 22, 2004
well
today. myrsky varoitus. in other words, storm warning. worst storm in the year is heading our way. strong winds at 27m/s. ppl warned to stay indoors, and also warned that wind can cause trees to fall and tear roofs of your houses. wind will be most severe at high points. a mixture of snow and water rain will be expected. my first storm. see what happens.
in the morning i woke up aft another bad nights sleep. what did i do while i was awake alone in the wee hours of the morning? well, i played classical music. yep, found so many cds that i decided to go through each of them. found some truly gorgeous music. mahler, tchaikovsky and chopin. mozart. beethoven. even britten. my g.parents hse is like a music library for those who are mad abt classical music. and there is even other stuff like reggae and pop. found rasmus. beatles, beegees, elvis, and jazz like louis armstrong and gdness knows what else. haven't found the time to go through all of them.
so this morning i woke up, went out to develop photos. met some friends of isoäiti's at the bank (aka pankki tytöt) and then went to meet lea, isoäiti's and säsä's therapist. physiotherapist. i hope that's spelt right. never was one to get medical stuff and names correct. anyways, then we went to collect the photos. paid a visit to irmeli täti (irmeli lallo, this is for isi, btw that jere i was talking abt to you is her son) to pay for the savu lohta. then went to by parsely, honey and isoäiti went to get a pressie for hugo, noora's and sonja's doggie. then came home
called home in sg. had an ok chat. things are going fine here so yea.
more pics frm today.
presenting marlz the cleaner
its 9 am. so i'm not exactly a morning person. so what
licourice ice cream. yum.
thats in isoäiti's room, reading
and finally, a view of raastuvankatu frm my balcony with the sun shining
12/22/2004 02:30:00 ip.