I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, joulukuuta 03, 2004
school
well, just back from school. left an impression on me.
most of the kids there are my age, but bcos of the dress code, they look older. i'm still used to our school uniforms you know. they're sch is small, buy our sg standards. most of th classes, on ave have around 20 students. my class now has 17 students. compared to the 40 at prcs, it seems small. the school has a total of 400 students there, and they have to change classrooms. think american highschool. you have the popular kids. the cliques. the goths (which is particularly numerous) and also the punks. my class is made up of the normal ones, which is nice for me.
the school is separated into 2 buildings. one is bsically for languages and the labs. the other is for the cafeteria and the com lab, music rm and also the sc rooms. handphones, and weird dressing as well as funny hair is allowed. but once you get to know them it isn't too bad.
i noticed i couldn't help but speak singlish. ok, so my eng is that bad. but well, i do slip in the occassional lah and "oh yar hor" better stop that, and check myself. or they wouldn't get a word i'm saying. emma was nice, and there are a couple of mutts in the class as well. so i'm not as left out as i thought.
next week gotta talk abt sch. i think i'm gonna bring my sch pe t shirt. which i brought. haha. and also the sch handbook. which i also brought. and talk abit abt the sg sch system.
i got my hse key today! hung it around my neck. well, gtg cook my porridge.
12/03/2004 11:49:00 ap.