I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here

I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.

As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.

Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.

But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.

To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are

<3 M

tiistaina, joulukuuta 21, 2004

pics can be uploaded!

well, well. i got NO sleep last night. i couldn't get to sleep at all. went to bed at 11 pm, and only went to sleep only at 5 or 6 am. i tossed and turned like mad, and i really thought i was going mad. couldn't sleep at all.

today. woke up very very late. around 12, so super bad sleep. and then had to clean up cos suvi was coming over. suvi came over and we went out to town again. had a blast again. shopped around and had loads of fun. then came home and watched that stupid soap opera 'kauniit ja rohkeat' since there was nothing else to watch. laughed over how stupid that show was.

my nose bled today. bled bled bled. stupid nose.

well, nothing much. can't wait to go see noora and sonja when we go over to their place during christmas at jyväskylä. really, my finn has improved by leaps and bounds and i'm confident that i'll communicate well with them. and the fact that they do understand english is definitely a plus.

next,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEARIE MUMMY!!!

yea, her birthday's on the 22nd, and i love my mummy very much. so there. also sent her a lil gift in the mail.

and a lil surprise. i finally got pics to post!! esp for crystal since she requested for them first. not many, and i look, as per normal, horrible in the pics. but i will post them anyways. the pics taken in the lapin kota.