I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, marraskuuta 19, 2004
shutter. more like shudder
so. THE O'S ARE OVER!!!!!!! for me at least. wheeeeeeee~
i ran home. changed my shirt. grabbed my wallet. when to pick huda up. and we went to watch a movie. so fun, go in half u.
anyways. huda was terrified. payed to watch a movie only to close her eyes throughout the show. haha. here's a lil something of what happened in the cinema. i know huda will kill me this but. haha. its funny.
show starts. acknowledgement stuff.
huda closes eyes
h : mar. scared ar. dun want dun want.
ms : hands down lah huda, nothing yet lah.
h : are you sure a not mar? you dun bluff me ar.
half way through the show. starts to get scarier.
huda covers her face with the popcorn.
h : mar, what happening ar mar?
ms : you open your eyes and see lah. *laughs*
h : dun wan dun wan.
ms : then i don't tell you what happening.
takes popcorn away frm huda and hands her her kacang.
ms : nah, eat kacang. you had too much popcorn. wait you cover you face again.
h : aiyah mar.
scary part comes. huda accidentally opens her eyes.
h : aaaaaaah!
ms : *laughs like maniac* aiyah, nothing already lah huda.
h : all your fault. i'm going to die ok mar.
LOL. funny right. k lah, k lah. dun disturb her already lah. she just isn't used to it. and since she was so pale aft that, until i had to send her home. seriously, that show was rather predictable at times. there was some very good jokes. at some pts it made me jump, but hardly, mostly towards the end, and only once or twice. the ending was quite sad. but overall, i find the show funny. and if you find it scary, its only bcos of the music ya? if you're that scared, plug your ears and read the subtitles. haha
so tml having guests over. going away on monday. i'll miss you ppl. *smiles* but at least i'm not going forever.
to adeline and quinsy. i'll miss you too. *muacks*
and to eileena. i'll miss you many many many many *muacks*
and since i'm in a gracious mood. to the spastic monkey. i'll miss my enemy as well. but i thew my grudges out the window. so i won't miss you . haha. anyways, gd luck for that last paper you have on monday.
11/19/2004 02:47:00 ip.