I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, marraskuuta 18, 2004
going going going gone
to those who do not know, i'm going away. to finland, to finland and off i go. so. there is one paper left to tackle. chemisery. i'm still sick. gonna be very uncomfy there since its winter. and its cold.
first reaction from ppl whom i've already told abt my trip.
"WHAAT?? SO SOON?!"
yep. i'm going on the official last day for the rest of the sec 4s. 22nd November, monday. evening flight. i had hoped for transit. it'll be less tiring that way, but Isoaiti said no and that i have to fly Finnair instead. oh well, her choice anyways, she's paying not me. oh ya, to all taking the paper on monday, particularly my beloved oakley bros. good luck. do you best. and yes yes yes, it includes the spastic monkey.
next reaction from ppl whom i've already told abt my trip.
"WHAAAT?! SO LONG?!"
nvm how long i'm gone. its long. even for me. wonder if i'll freeze since i haven't been there for some time now. ok, a long time now. so i'll freeze. sheesh. i'll miss eric most. hehe. my bestest bestest, favourite brother. it'll be boring without his chatter and jokes. and our cylcing trips. and him forever going on and on and on about blades. yea. i'll miss eric. haha, happy being bored here. no more sms from me, or dinner with me either for 3 months. just take care of yourself ok? and NO, you're NOT fat. so eat more. hehe.
ah, that reminds me. chay ker flew away yesterday. mannn. i'll miss him loadies too. i'm NOT blur. get that? hope you read this. i promise to leave many many many things on your blog. and send you postcards and a x mas card. so many that i'll flood your mailbox. and thank goodness Isoaiti uses msn. it means i can keep in contact with everyone. though s'pore is 7 hrs ahead.
well, happy prom to everyone who's going. take many pics and let me see when i return ok? till 1st Feb. tata
11/18/2004 02:49:00 ap.