I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
torstaina, syyskuuta 02, 2004
i dunno
i'm in love with the cuppycake song...and thats all thanks to mr leong, or, to be specific, mr jacob leong, for sending me the song...its so cute...really...
you're my honeybun, sugar plum......erm...
dum dee dum dee pumpkin hehe...
you're my sweetie pie...you're my cuppycake, gumdrop...okok, i shall save everyone the misery and stop here...i'm guessing you get my drift...
i stumbled across someone's friendster profile today...my, my...quite a hater aren't you? some advice to all peeps, particularly this person here...dum dee dum dee dum...my dear, even if you hate someone...don't make is sooo obvious over the net ya? try to make things a lil ambiguous....thats my advice i guess...i mean, its pretty obvious what you are hinting...oh ya, and since i heard this today, i might as well clear it up...to this person (i hope you know who you are) i DO NOT HATE you...dunno where you got such a notion...sigh...anyways, too much hate towards others is bad thing ya? only shows you have something that they have something that you either envy or you love...hope you get my message...particularly abt the one abt me hating you...geez...as if i dun have enough ppl talking behind my back...
yep, the reason i seem a teeny bit hyper is bcos...tadaaa! i'm listening to the cuppy cake song...
well what can i say about today? woke up, went to school, teased, was teased by others, was poked and i screamed cos i didn't realise that he was tailing me from behind to give me a shock...
darn you farhan, i'll get you, you just watch out...i'm not the only one ticklish...you are too...hehehe..*evil laughter*...then i had a bad stomach upset during my mock paper and during the math lecture later...darn it darn it...i've hardly any hw...i aint feeling well really...and i dunno?
hmm, i dunno...been saying that often these days...there is a reason though...ppl who read my other blog know...ppl who don't, well, don't know? i can't explain it to the ppl who read this blog...but to mon cher, abg, veli and rambu who have access to the other...i guess you know...i dunno how to rectify the problem...its been sometime now...
well, so what did i accomplish today? scold myself for many many many careless mistakes *slaps herself*...told someone that i REALLY do NOT hate him...and also managed to get sick in the process...lucky me *frowns*
i have a feeling that i'm going to write something today...i don't know why...
9/02/2004 11:06:00 ap.