I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, elokuuta 23, 2004
updates
ok, so i have not been updating...i will now...
friday : had pe, was not very gd game for me...hand got hit but its ok now...had a little study session with oke and jani...at least now i now how to manipulate functions...then they wanted to go to swensens and have the topless 5...met them after school and went together...so many prcs ppl at whitesands, even had a group follow us around...*sheesh*...then oke sent me home, jani went for tuition...huda and me met up in 15 mins...met ama, huda, and n...dearies i really miss you...then we had dan also...miss you too...talked alot...and had a heart to heart chat with the rest...i miss them alot...sigh
saturday : went to school and found that we had no chem lesson...so well, the class played cpt's ball...i joined in but i stopped midway to go visit the band...i have nothing to say abt them but this : no one is enjoying band...after that incident where the poor boy was hyperventilating due to nervousness...i can conclude that they are all too stressed...stretched...they need a break...went home aft the practicals...then went out to changi airport with AF and AR and that mina ketot and her bro...sigh...well, it was fun...nothing more to say about that...
sunday : helped aiti cook then went out to tampines...bro stayed at home...just bought some things, nothing more...
i'm tired, i'm fed up and i don't wish to elaborate further...just too tired to
8/23/2004 01:39:00 ip.