I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, elokuuta 02, 2004
sleep...
rainy morning...woke up tired aft yesterday's outing...dragged myself to school...lessons were as per normal
aftnoon...eng remedial...three words...OMG...i thought that KY was slow in going through...know i know YYH is even slower...and considering the times i have done that passage...and gone through it...i was dead tired...and i dunno how i managed but i somehow fell asleep...while sitting upright on the hall floor...
eventually woke up to go home but the class key was lost...someone misplaced it...apparently the last person holding on to it put it on a chair...then we don't know where else it went to...sigh...so went on a hunt...falling asleep half the time wherever i sat down...in the end we gave up and just went home...
so i FINALLY got my sleep...so nice...still feel like sleeping more...
i feel more cold nowadays...usually...this kinda weather won't affect me...something don't feel right...just suddenly so cold...i wonder why...
thank you for thanking me for everything too...it touched my heart...love you loadies...and miss you loadies as well...*muakz*
preparation time for o's...somehow...it aint what i thought it would be...particularly for bio...seem to be ok for me now...i need to catch up on my physics...guess what?...i got 11/18 for my chem test!!! yay!!
abg firdaus talked to me that day...sorry hor...not FK but someone else...well, i dun wanna waste my anger on you...so count it that i forgave you already...
aaaah!!! my oven broke down...so now i can't bake those cookies...sigh sigh sigh...i wanna bake...coconut cookies...and peanut butter...i need to perfect the mix abit...the last time was a but...well..not gd by my standards...but since others like it, i guess i just need to make it better and even more nicer fer them...
to someone...this is my message to you...MRS...really...i can't think of anything without you....RM...with all your heart...it has been great...and i cant help but return the favour...MRS!!!
m.r.s.our.code.
8/02/2004 12:09:00 ip.