I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, elokuuta 25, 2004
prelim fever
abit drained...went with a few days without blogging again...well we had practical yesterday...mrs glow made us rush through...and then we had our geog mock exam..a.ft which i studied for music prelims today...loads to study...today was studying in the canteen...saw mon cher frere...grins...you know what happened during recess...haha...cute...didn't know you felt that way all the time...it certainly made me laugh...made others laugh too...cute...*smiles*
well...today...usual day...was abit crazy over the prelims...prelim fever...i even managed to somehow memorize Bach's 5 compositional phases...1703-1708, 1708-1717, 1717-1723, 1723-1745, 1745-1750...and they are grouped into three periods...Weimar, cothen and Leipzig...*claps hands*...wah, achievement...aft knowing nuts about music...must thank my dearie sweetie nurul fitriyanna for helping me study yesterday...at least, i did write something down for the essay question...didn't study enough for 20th century music though...and the paper was definitely tricky... AND it was freezing in the room and raining like cats and dogs outside...frozen...must sue the school if i suffer from mild effects of hypothermia...supposed to have practical exam on friday but i can't even bite mouthpiece now because of a huge ulcer on my lower lip...it hurts...so the practical has been pushed forward...thank goodness...
bcos of mugging for music...i didn't touch chemistry at all and no doubt my test on organic chem is far from good...in shambles...nice phrase that i've stored in my head for a long time now without knowing which composition to apply it to...darn...
mon cher? i guess you either noticed...or you really do know...i noticed that you are at the pt where its either/or...well...do something about it? i don't know...just try...please?
hmmm...JC...thank you for the comments...i have a lil suspicion...but i'll check on you later...miss you loadies kor....
i'm tired...wish to sleep awhile...days have been not great but not bad either...just very very tiring...i don't understand it either...
y o u a r e h a u n t i n g m e
8/25/2004 01:16:00 ip.