I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, elokuuta 01, 2004
par-dee
well well...its sunday morning...and i feel fine...bcos the day is nearing...yay...
ok well...yesterday had chem lesson...QA and titration...titration went fine...QA...was heating a chemical when it shot out of the test tube and went all over my hand...if you look back at it...well, its quite comical...pei shan panicked...i went to get ointment...and the rest of the experiment...well...i couldn't do it at all...
then had 2 hrs to kill...was supposed to meet eric, my veli...but well...he was sleepy...and so i just brought the file home instead...was going round sch like a crazy girl trying to find a phone card...dunno what the ppl thought of me doing that...then had physics...went home
met eric later to pass the files...got ready for eileen's party...
so we went to get her gift...met in front of MRT station...then saw my kor, jacob...so loong since i met him...it was nice...talked some...laughed some...got teased as well...argh...trust mr dots. to remind me abt last years incident...grr...anyways...my sis got bored and i wanted to go to changi village with hakeem, aini and kor...with yenwei and cui wen as well...then we went to near the beach there...aft that went home cuz aini and hakeem were going as well...kor went off frm there...
heard that they visited OCH...oh pls...i used to live there...nothing to be afraid of...so well...heard that the spastic monkey came aft i left...and also that B was there...and that the person i played out was there...somehow feel that it was a gd thing that i left early...heard many things that were not good...so yea...just dun bother basically...at last i got a good nitez sleep...
have to plan another baking day...ppl cravin my cookies...means more burned stuff for my family to consume...hehe
was wearing my new long blouse last nite...its nice...baby blue and has sequins as well as embroidery...cool...
blended sambal this morning...waiting for AF to come over...also waiting to go out later with my mum...going to TM for groceries...then also to treat AF to her lunch...wheeee~
craving.kisses.
8/01/2004 04:09:00 ap.