I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, elokuuta 06, 2004
ndp
parade today...got to school early...had to go to hall for the prize giving...was sad...wanted to watch the parade live...however i got there late...was at the band rm with hazirah...took a pic with her...sweet lass
then got to the hall...sit there long long...watch the parade...no sound though...precision drill was nice...sharp...and well...then there was npcc creative drills...now that was cute...then they came up to hall...thank gdness the seating was shifted...
then bla bla bla...sing sing...walk walk...talk talk...like that lah...still am waiting...i waited...i saw you...you saw me...and you didn't do anything abt it...and i repeat...i'm waiting...oh btw, this has nothing to do with abgology...rather someone i'm looking for...i don't bite...stop ignoring me...i know whats on you mind you know...dun try to avoid it...
aft that...help the old folks carry hamper...wait for the bus...and spend time ruining every pic the councillors took...hehe...ain will know...
got home...slept...omg, it was the nightmare...but it certainly wasn't a great dream...oh shucks...i dreamt abt me and _____...that we were chosen for some thingie and had to work as a pair...oh mannn...when i woke up i was dumbfounded...i mean...oh all ppl?!...aaaaah...this is not right...nope...it sooo aint right...
tml there's sch...sigh...
why did this happen? why why why....oh noooo..
i want my oven to be fixed...NOW!!
wishing...
music.the.shorthand.for.emotions.
8/06/2004 10:38:00 ap.