I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, heinäkuuta 23, 2004
yay yay...i played him fair and square
adrenaline running through my veins...
saw poor eric kor on the sofa in the councillors room fast asleep...sleepy head...was exhausted i guess...but i do hope that he did get some good sleep...then he woke up and went off for his test...i was doing mine...no more...
band stuff...making me have a huge head ache...all the things my batch and the batch before worked for went down the drain...the sec 4s now are majorly worried...can they even play for national day?
teachers' day...another huge problem in itself...sigh...lemme let go..i wanna play and study, not work my butt off anymore in council...lemme go...argh
sch was ok...pe : floorball...*wheeeeee*....some major whacking action...wasn't gd...having cramps this time not frm laughing too much but bcos i slept on my tummy last night...aiyoh...so the game didn't go well, we lost...but my team had most posession...and though they scored 4 against our 2...i must say it was not nadiah's fault...repeatedly either me or her were left alone...sigh...must play with better ppl...more impt...must play more often...
had a little chat in the canteen aft sch...long time since we could do that...sch is getting wearisome...we used to come to sch for other things bsides getting an education in the classroom...now our education is confined to the classroom...no more games aft sch...no more freedom...we're suppressed...so very badly...
oh, to the person with a major problem with ppl named ruzaini...haha...too bad then, who knows, you might even name your son ruzaini one day...*wink wink*...ah, i'm teasing...
feeling very very tired...i understand how that person feels...alot of things to do...same here...*hugs*...i miss you too...
jokes are majorly funny these days...esp in the council room...too bad its collapsing...
7/23/2004 10:37:00 ap.