I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, heinäkuuta 21, 2004
sweet.notti.adorable.guy
snag...yep, i know what it stands for...
racial harmony today...my eric kor looked handsome and positively malay...fit looked sweet...zakiah and eldora so pretty...oke looked smart...tiong li looked nice...ranjani and kumud looked sweet...and nadiah pretty in pink...teresa looked peranakan...so many others of course, too many to mention...but all looked good today...out of the sch uniform for one day...thank heavens...
my sis did well in her dikir putri today...good gal...and well done!
joseph was cracking me up...he looked malay today too...boss sallehin and fadzly looked very good as well...
had o level music...took photos...o level music was fun...we were all restless today...mr leung, too bad for you...we were so very hyper...i think i'm down with a fever now...
now getting the recital recording frm rachel...love her recollections *envy-envy* it touched my heart...reminds me of someone i know...
argh...A is still a major source of irritation...i can act ok...i can act that i'm not affected...but it still shakes me up when i have to think abt passing or facing him...argh...irritated with today...thought i would have an A-free day for once...guess not...
i think i looked horrible...just hope i didn't spoil the pics that they took...sigh...
been.waiting.we.wait.no.more
7/21/2004 12:04:00 ip.