I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
perjantaina, heinäkuuta 16, 2004
still missing my abang
finally...aft praying so hard that it wouldn't rain today, it didn't...i got my share of floorball! *sighs* so contented...aft so long, and it was sooo nice...floorball so rocks...it was battle of the sexes, six on six...girls won 2-0...was a sweet victory...esp when i was defending...haha, no shots get past me...the funniest game i ever played...although we won, don't think i played particularly well...esp when i was laughing half the time...got a massive tummy ache frm doing that...and the weirdest thing was that aft we went up, exactly aft our pe, the rain came...quite heavy mind you...
pretty much a good day...oh yes, have this to say...
really, it was a miracle...
did my bio test...
thought i lost my wallet last night...huge shock...tears...then someone asked me to call...cheered me up for awhile...all though prolly he dun know it...thank you ya? *smiles*oh and that promise...yea, its on...i mean it...
got my allowance yesterday...
still not happy...see eric kor make me sad...then last night when i overheard what happened...i nearly wanted to cry...it was very sad to me...then theres
that issue...everything seems against me now...haven't talked to abg firdaus in a long time...hope to soon...anyways, he dun read this he reads that you-know-where...
i'm a fool...a huge one...
7/16/2004 11:14:00 ap.