I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
tiistaina, heinäkuuta 27, 2004
my cuddly bear
tues...pretty slack day also...singing...ask ranjani what in heavens name we did in the back of the hall...haha...was squeezy though...haiz nvm...
classes...ok...was quite nice...recess...also nice besides the fact that there was that one person...if you ask me whether i shy away frm him bcos i love him i'll tell you : yes...i LOVE TO HATE HIM...spastic monkey...grrr...other than that...it was ok...chem was enjoyable...feng shui lesson...then malay, watched a movie...then the mock-ery exam...it was easy for me at least...wrote abt being an animal...was ok i guess...
break then bio...thought the thing was a test...bleah..it wasn't...sigh...i could have referred to my text instead of trying frantically to recall what the answers were...darn it...but i guess i did ok?? i hope...
i forgot to include this in yesterdays post...
yep, to my kor...happy belated friendship day...i'm so sorry i forgot to wish you yesterday...in case you are scratching your head and going "huh?"...well, i met you my dear kor last year on the night of 26 July...yep...i remember the day...the date...and the time...as well as the circumstances that lead to our first meeting...and our friendship has grown slowly and steadily...and i wish it continues growing...love you sweetie =) may God bless you...
whoopee~talked to the person i miss today...nice to hear your voice once more...miss you loads...
parade...helped the band...was frustrating to a point...was upsetting as well...so settled just to watch the PDS and the parade...applause to NPCC...they did well...NCC too...and to Shimin...as well as the SJAB for the first aiders...PDS...well, i liked the former one fer O.O. better...the formation is similar but well something is not right in a sense...perhaps i'm biased towards the seniors...and the fencing team...hehe...but anyways...it looked ok to me...good...and fun...yep...BAND...time to pull up the socks...and tie up the loose ends...basses...BE LOUDER...trombones...LOUDER...cornets...you are doing FINE...just project abit more...CLARINET SECTION...my dearies...dun give me that crappy throaty sound anymore...i want diaphragm...serious...overall...band...be LOUDER...yep
high on fun...on craziness...on everything...laughter...ahakz
my.cuddly.bear
7/27/2004 12:01:00 ip.