I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, heinäkuuta 28, 2004
i miss my abang
argh...some person whom i love to hate talked to me today...and had the cheek to CALL ME BY NAME...never do that...i hate you...
chem and bio practical today...bio fairly easy...chem QA was fun, but i forgot to test for gas for the last one...but titration was a horror...and bcos i saw SOMEONE...whom i HATE when i happened to be gazing out the window...i got upset and wanted to give up...CME was a free period...played awhile...got splashed by LYW...aiyoh...it dried quickly anyways...and that pillai...aiyoh...i reserve my comments...
oh btw, anyone know who dot. is? if you are dot. contact me personally...i totally dun understand your taggie...
o level music...CY? lightbulb...that Zoe and her lightbulb theory...anyways, CY made me laugh my socks off...and NO i DON'T owe you pasta mania...you owe me something instead...haha...jkjk, i'm not that childish as you...ahakz...anyways CY if you didn't know, you made me laugh though i was upset due to seeing that spastic monkey...thank you...and next time, i make sure i sit same table as you...zzzz
that spastic monkey...argh...
i can't believe that dson's group all believe what i said on the phone that night...man aint i a great actress? i played him out...yep...and to think that they still believe what i said even aft everything's over...its either denial on his part, or them just wanting someone to disturb...like i said, if you guys out there think you can play me, think again...i did it once, i can do it again...and i wont be so nice this time as to let ppl bully me...try me...if you dare...
went to library...saw so many prcs ppl on the way...and can you believe it? ms foong did not recognise me when i walked along the street...even had to tell her that it was me...funny sia...
today was nice...did not talk to the person i miss but i did feel comfy with my dear pet in my pocket...same name...so definitely, i feel the co-owner's presence...and i managed to dig up an old photo of him...somewhere stashed long time ago...he gave it to me that time...and i have not lost it...so i kept it somewhere safe...missing you loads still...
n.a.n.c.y.d.r.e.w.
7/28/2004 12:24:00 ip.