I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, kesäkuuta 26, 2004
updates 2
okok more updates...typical me am rushing my hw again, but since i'm good at that, i'm nearly finished and left with essays only which need to be submitted only on tues...so, i left off at the bbq thingie right...turns out i aint going out to watch st pats alumni...cuz rahimah can't make it...
my days been pretty boring...went out a couple of times...to see adaweyah at KKH...her asthma acting up again...well faryed was not there, faqih was...nurul, and yana..alah, the whole geng...had some fun with auntie faridah and co...then had loadsa fun with faqih (as per normal...btw, still chuckle when i remember that incident at the playgrnd at the park)...then we went out to see the pasar malam at tampines...bought some stuff
next day when to buy noora a communion pressie...i got mine though i ain't christian and i didn't attend communion but hey, its a tradition to give that pressie to a gal in my pham when she reaches 15 so i got mine last yr...it was real nice...a gold chain with a locket, inside was my parent's photos and the locket had a blue sapphire on it...anyways, noora's one is equally nice...but hten again, she'll get loads more back there, so well...it don't really count i guess...
sorry kor...your bdae i didn't manage to pass you any of my baked stuff...but i definitely hope a huge hug will compensate ya?
to all the ppl giving me hugs...thank you...*muakz* whoever you are...
6/26/2004 09:18:00 ap.