I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, kesäkuuta 02, 2004
p i k k u s i s k o j a h a n e n v e l i
first and foremost, i wish all my Buddhists a happy Vesak day...
so last night i sent the cookies...then i got home...had some time with my former master online...thank you loads...btw, he's my former master now bcos he's stopped being a master and a veli instead...cool aye...minun oma iso veli...so that makes me a pikku sisko...for those people who are either non-Finn or not my veli, go find out yourself what veli and sisko mean...coolness...
it was incredible the way things went aft that...i thought he was like being sarcastic or something...anteeksi *oops*...but he acherlie wasn't and asked me to call him at that very moment...so i did...so cool, nv had anyone that interested in my language...äidin kieli...so i spent that time teaching everything that i could abt Finnish...and it was like, a whole pressie...a whole language...i still can't get over how cool it is...
i slept quite late, and i woke up like at 9...which is extremely late fer me to wake up...so i made breakfast...interesting...then i asked whether i was going out at all...park again...the beach acherlie...i think minun veli knows what its like when i go to the beach...i know what its like fer him as well...i'll have to endure though, its a family occassion...maybe can play with my cuzzies...that is if that mina coming along lah...who else but nurul...siao lah she..
olet aina minun sydämellä...
p i k k u s i s k o j a h a n e n v e l i
6/02/2004 03:07:00 ap.