I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
maanantaina, toukokuuta 10, 2004
...exams...
exams...phsyics paper 2 was quite okay...ss was a diff matter...dieded...going to die even more...and lets see how badly i die too..Geog has to pull me up somehow...i wish it does..
thought he would come later in the day...then oh shucks, i saw him and it hit me...he takes lit, so he has to be there...darn...spoiled my morning...stuck near the rambu when in that area, made me feel safer...
SS...crazy stuff...all the questions i hoped to come out didn't...gd luck to Gerald Heng who told us guarantee 100% that Sri Lanka would come out and studied only that chapter...hope you pass somehow...but i ended up doing the industrial development question...it was teruk...very teruk...but i had no choice, bcos i couldn't recall anything frm the paper abt anything else...
feeling fed up...not enough sleep...very unsound...that stupid incident yesterday...nearly made my abang upset bcos i told him abt my plan...and he wants to know, but i can't tell...so yea...i'm upset...very upset...feeling funny...very funny...
abangism...too bad if you don't like whatever it is...but i still will use it...lalalalala...
vulgarities...they make mefeel no better...but i don't care if i hurt the other party...heck them...as long as i aint in uniform when i say them, its none of their business...
this just bites...
5/10/2004 05:04:00 ap.