I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, helmikuuta 08, 2004
sheesh...wad a boooring dae...so i woke up kinda late, and i was SUPPOSED to go to Suntec wif Eileena...but her com giving her probs so she had to go down to Sim Lim instead....i understand cos i seen the condition that com is in...and boy, how teruk can a com be??
anyway, my mummy asked me if i wanted to follow her go jemputan...but i dun wanna since i dun want to wear my baju kurung....and it was soo hot...and the person was sumone i din know in the first place so i din bother...then she started nagging me to go vacuum the house...gosh...i hate doing that...
so she went herself...and i stayed at home to vacuum...and aft that i went out myself to tampines...i wanted to go to body shop...i've been eyeing this scent since xmas so i saved my pocket money like a good ghurlie...and i went rite out and got it...so nice...and i went to look out fer a pressie fer erhmerhm...sumone...
i roamed around tm fer awhile...then i went to century square...then i went to white sands...and i walked home...enjoying the evening breeze...while thinking of sayang of course...my leg hurt like crazy...and i was dreaming that he carried me home in those strong arms he has...notti Sarah...so i went to drive 6...and i saw some guy frm my school who nv says hi in skool but he did just now...
then i went to SPC and went home...so booring...chatting with michelle now...ciao
2/08/2004 12:09:00 ip.