I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
lauantaina, helmikuuta 07, 2004
had flag dae today...hee...so my dae started reeeal early, around 5.30 AM and then i called ranjani at 6...then aft that i travelled ova to her place at around 6.35...and i waited there fer her father...he was sending us lar...hee...the way they argue is like the way me and my dad argue...just worse...i was kinda shocked lar but well...its like that one....
so we reached alrady, i look out fer 3 ppl...kumud, whom we were grouped wif...A, whom i wanted to avoid...and sayang, who i wanted to talk to...so well, kumud was there...but sayang not there...*sobs*...and A not there....woohoo...what a bittersweet start...but then again, we were early...
bad new, i saw A arrive a few minutes later...so i tried to hide...then we started to assemble...i saw Diana frm Ping Yi, Rachel frm Dunman, and then other guy frm Loyang...no sayang...so i worried, and fretted...and we started fillin up forms and stuff...then FINALLY i saw him come...rilek aje...sumore still late you know...well...he came rite? so i register...n to our horror we posted to TANJONG PAGAR!!! goodness...so we go to the back, and wait to go...n then masters and company started to ask questions, but we left...ahaaa...so funny...i did that to escape A actually who was there osso...
at the MRt, i top up card then we went up wif Mas and Yen Wei...talk some in the MRT...this guy actually asked Yen Wei if she wanted to model...wateva..so we go to TJP....soooo deserted...and the freaking GG were all ova the place...so we went to Outram...it was better there...we got some drinks and stuff...this nice lady actually said God bless...well, whoever you were, God bless you too...there were some nice ppl, some bad ppl...but all in the name of charity...
then we travel to City Hall...soo many cute guys...hee...notti Sarah...look at guys only...then got this cute Australian guy, said he would come back and smile at me....*swoon*...note to self...get an Aussie bf...no, canno....i love my sayang too much...yup i do....but well...no one can resist cute guys besides guys rite? ok...then its just me....
so well....we went abck to queue...so stoopid...then we finish we went off...saw sayang at the MRT...you very sweet lar....i think i shall forget abt the Aussie guy aft all...then we went to Tampines...eat already go home...supposed to have tuition wif master but he got HOT DATE...ahakz...wif some erhmerhm....hee...wah...first time i know...so fnny...so i let him off and told him next week...
go home then collapse...ahakz...then i sleep loong...reminds me, i saw aisam at the MRT, pasir ris one....sed band prac was atrocious....and the bass drum skin broke...n that zaki kept butting in....i wasn't talking to him...then horror...i saw A....oh no...why not sayang...why him...quickly go home...
had funny conversation wif family just now...laugh like crazy...now want to laugh again...
sayang...sleep well...have sweet dreamz...and God bless
2/07/2004 03:17:00 ip.