I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
sunnuntai, helmikuuta 01, 2004
had band yesterdae...mr chew and mr masri both din come so we had some sectionals wif the juniors...haiyor...so many din come...so i had to tear myself into 2 to take sectionals wif the juniors and also wif the seniors...goodness...so anyway, i had fateen look after the juniors first n i went up wif the seniors to look at movie adventures...then a few moments n many scoldings later fateen came along, sed she needs me bcos the junirs could not play...so i went down and left fadzly in charge...and i found zaki taking my juniors...argh...he did everything wrong, no wonder my juniors couldnt play...so i told him it was ridiculous and took them out fer sectionals...and they could play in jus 15 minutes...dun eva corrupt my precious juniors, they are my sections future...
so well...aft that annoying exp, jon ran down to tell me fadzly couldn't cope...goodness...but i continued wif the nu ones...then we went in and i and sin ee had a break...well...i saw imah...i'm so sorry for her...i know how it feels like ever since that incident...when there are probs wif family, it really hits hard on your heart...gosh...i wish everything was okay for her...
then we went back up...and went for sectionalz...wif our instruments...and it was HOT....but thats ezactly how i like my foot drill sessions...we did the mace length dressing...i prefer it that way bcos its more uniform...and more COOl...bcos i dun have to bother abt the agaration part...i do it well, but not others, so when the drum major does it fer us, its better...looks better as well...i saw that person, in other words, wc...oh no...i'm terrified of the fella...so i keep far, far away...i dun dare to tell him to get out of the canteen during recess either...unless he's lingering too long...shiver..
so well came home and had a nap...then had tuition wif master...my, the lesson for compo was intense...but thats just how it is...i've no other way to teach it...then i got lots and lots of hw for maths...oh no...i want to cry...we studied from 5 to abt 7...gosh...it was loooong...but helpful...and i still have lots more to teach...and to learn....i duno how long its gonna take...
aft tat went to pick kalle up frm school...his performance at Coral...yup...then came home...
so today is ari raye haji...yayyy!...anyway, so tade we are goin to watch kalle perform again...yup...cool...
aha...sayang, you've been teasing me lately...and being sweet....ahakz...so sweet....anyway, i hope you have a great rest frm school...sweet dreamz
selamat ari raye haji to all my fwens...
2/01/2004 03:21:00 ap.