I have failed countless times to update this blog, and I have a feeling no one really reads anymore. However, since this was where I started writing it always feels most comforting to return to write short bit about my life here
I was browsing today this article where a number of individuals had submitted pictures or scans of their teenage diaries. I have hardly graduated out of teenhood myself; once a very interesting character told me that you don't truly stop being a teen until you've passed 25 years of age. Sometimes not even then. Yet I can't help but look at (the now hidden) entries that used to chronicle my life in secondary school and then in junior college. I was a very different person then, and yet, not so.
As I write this now, I am waiting for myself to fall asleep, for the memories in my head to die down so I may just tumble into a nice dreamless sleep.
Yet sleep evades me, as it naturally does when you need to wake mere hours later for the most important task of school. It feels so new all over again, because people just come and go and come back again.
But enough of my rambling, I should really try to at least close my eyes and lay down, and hope that eventually sleep will take me.
To all those people who left my life, I miss you. You know who you are
<3 M
marlz. daughter. sister. friend. cousin. girl. 1988. born to die.
keskiviikkona, helmikuuta 04, 2004
goodness...to think i have nightmare abt
person A everyday...*shiver*...anyway this person A is the one i fear...very badly...he is also the one i dream of every nite...*trembling*...and i mean bad dreams...really bad until i can wake up in cold sweat...i keep on dreamin he is stalking me...and that he is abt to do something bad to me...and i try to escape, but he's always there...sayang, make it go away...i beg you
so this person i like...in other words sayang is really taller than me...i really dun belive lar...but to make you happy, i said yes...and according to records you really ARE taller...my, my...well, its not embarrasing then bcos you are a guy, sayang...and i'm a girl, so its not too bad aft all...
had school...and lessons...and S.P.A...and then went fer o level music...20the century music is actualy quite nice...if you consider impressionism..expressionism, well...no comments...i lurve our lessons...we really laugh like mad...esp with chester and chang yong...chang yong's tone row was really funny...anyhow whack one...haiyor...all of us did osso...mrs chua was like...fill in the blanks...then we did...and then the speech music was crapz osso lar..so funny...zoe was like, like american idol....i agree, i agree...
that horrible eng student of mine gave me sooo much impossible hw to do...TRIGO...even OKE is not a trigo person...crapz
nvm...i shall take my revenge now to set him some WS...if i finish his work first...argh...ciao
2/04/2004 10:39:00 ap.